我平生对民族戏曲情有独钟,改革开放的形势,又使我心怀种种好梦,其中有一个困惑了我多少年的梦想,即让苏州评弹闯出江浙,走向全国。未料我为圆此梦却遭到了难以言表而义无可奈何的痛苦。 I had a fond soft interest in national drama in my life, and the situation of reform and opening up gave me all kinds of good dreams. Among them, there was a dream that confused me for many years, that is, letting Suzhou Pingtan break through Jiangsu and Zhejiang and go all over the country. I did not expect this dream has been indescribable and meaningless pain.