这是一个中学生的自述——我的精神快要崩溃了,每时每刻,我都觉得自己好像生活在崩溃的边缘。我不知道别人怎么样,可我就是这个样子。我天天见大家都生活得欢欢乐乐、无忧无虑,而我几乎每一分钟都在自我折磨。我承认,在孤独的时候,我曾经想过许多事情:想过××女同学对我很好, This is a middle school student’s self-description - my spirit is about to collapse, and every moment, I feel like I am living on the verge of collapse. I don’t know how anyone else is, but I’m like this. I see every day that everyone lives in joy and carefreeness, and I suffer from self-impairment almost every minute. I admit that, when I was alone, I had thought about many things: I thought XXX female students were very good to me.